I can't believe the last time I put up an entry was 22 July last year.
So much has happened since then. A few big changes which will unravel in the new year. So I'm still in school, now officially in my 3rd year into my LLB, will be finishing next year. I'm loving life. Honestly. And also living as honestly as I can? [haha, I'm not too sure what that even means- wanted to sound deep, I'm not gonna ask if it was effective].
I'm chilling in my room, in res, typing this on a rainy friday afternoon. The time is 16h16 to be precise. i'm listening to some India Arie- "He heals me", of her album "Testimony: vol 2 Love and Politics". Listening to india's music always makes me feel so much closer to my sister, yeah, she went into a whole india frenzy in her first year working. So how can I best describe my relationship with that chick? my sister? I guess for a very long time I didn't see her as human- no no no,that came out wrong. you know how it is with a mother and a child? In a way she was like my second mom? weird? totally. She took care of me. She was always the perfect role model, always liked and loved and appreciated and revered- you know? everything I aspirED towards (without thought). And in as many ways as I looked up to her I hated how she always gets away with things and how my mother always seems to favour her.

I guess though, a culmination of events has led me to see her in a more humane light.
She's such a beautiful person, really. With so much compassion and fun-lovingness.
The week-end of my 21st birthday she came and we had soo much fun! My sister's crazy. We rocked the dance-floor in jeans and heels all the while she was forcing me to down drinks like a vagrant ,haha :) I mean, on the way home we pumped the music loud in the car, jumped out and danced in the road, like crazy teenagers, and the cops came round the corner and gave us a good talking to, hahaha soooo much fun!
My uncle's wedding was 3 weeks after that and it was crazy, we were dressed to the nines yo, halla at your sisters :D
My sister's just a girl, with her insecurities, her dreams and her caring spirit and lotsa laughter from her belly, a greatful citizen of planet earth who reveres her God and lives in line with her principles and values. Gorgeous girl, really I promise. She is a beautiful flower.
Any whooo!!! Yeah, I kow I should probably re-name this blog "I blog about my relationship with my sister", haha nott funny. Plans for the year?
Kill my academics like the monster I am! I mean, really kill em, it was just a few distinctions last year, mar this year i'm going all the way to prize-giving, and the law faculty is gonna be begging me to stay and work at the law-clinic (and of course I'mma enjoy saying "No, thank you."). Okay the picture is clear, I'm not stopping until I get it, i've got it in me.So yesterday I went for an interview to become a tutor for tax law . Big things only.
Here's a thought i'm signing out with
"as you ask and feel and believe, you will receive"
2011. Believe